April 17

Chemo kept its vows. Today I hurt. Not as bad as last week I don't think but still bad enough to spend the day on pain pills and laying around. The good part is that when the pain pills are working I feel very little pain and I can almost have a good day, except for the whole being wrecked deal. I am so goofy on the pain pills that I feel insulated from the world. Tomorrow should be better.